Many thought's running in mind. Clashing into each other. And I end up getting no conclusion for anything. Cause I got no idea what I'm thinking about. Anyone know what I'm talking about? Guess not. Forget it. I'm just troubled, troubled by everything. Wondering if I should do this or that. But at the end, I just let everything take its course. Making myself worn out and lalala~ Its like all the wires in head plug into the wrong circuit can. Getting the wrong information all over. Making me do this and that, and then tada, no work is done. So wrong, so weird, so frustrating. And no one listen to me. Or rather I don't call them to tell them. Its hard to get the words outta my mouth. It's hard to tell someone I always laugh with that I'm troubled. Cause I'm always laughing with them. Do crazy yet childish things. Who knows that I will have problems uhs? A little cheery girl is troubled? And, if I can't figure out what I'm troubled with, why pull others down? Anw, it's hard to get serious with them. Especially if I dampen their mood, it'll be worse. Cause I think they are more emotional than me [?] as in troubled easily.
God, please give me a friend whom I will love to talk to and is very very very lame. If you do that, I'll believe in God for 1 day. A Christian for 1 day. Go veggie for 1 day. No entertainment for 1 day.
Oh Sad! Amo is going Batam in 2 hours time. Sis asked if I wanna go. But she said arnd March. -.- How long is that hur.

What do I live for?